paper flower

i had updated a whole long entry but i decided to screen it instead so as not to make myself more enemies. its enough that someone else i know has many. poor boy.

so i will just keep those feelings and just forgive you all over again. until maybe one day i will slap your face because its just too much.

anyhows. it was a very draining day today. mentally and emotionally. thank you. im now falling sick, have zits breakout everywhere on my body, a few scars which hurts and i have absolutely no more tears left to cry.

if i were to really type all i have in mind, it will take forever. it will create more anger, sadness, tears and whatnot. i think ill go crazy cos it truly hurts. but more than that, ill have comments about how im stupid or whatever that im just too tired to even think about. because truly, these few days have been absolutely nothing but rubbish and crap.

on a very much lighter note:



yes, thats us. we're are perfectly fine right now. yes, we had a terrible fight, technically we broke up, but now we're together again happily. thats for you people who wanted to know why i came late, looked flustered and pale and whatnot today.

yes, we're happy. and thats one of the greatest gift we can have. Dear God, please do not take that gift away from us. please. thats all im asking for.